Time to Move On...
I think about things, a lot! To the extent I sometimes want to tell my brain to stop. Life, work and of course my dogs...big topics! I love my dogs. The training and competing in different venues is fun-it is a very 3-D way to get out into the world. Losing my Dad a few months ago and the one year anniversary of losing my Mom and my Beloved Reve, has pretty much killed my enthusiasm for many things...luckily work has been so insanely busy, no time to stop moving. I am probably delaying grieving as it hits me at the strangest times-like stuck in 3 lanes of speeding-psycho highway traffic or ordering mashed potatoes at a Diner and find myself crying, as my chest wells into my eyes. I have pushed myself to not withdraw...dogs help keep you in the here and now. Puppies breathe new life into the world! I am always looking for that special something in a dog. It is a hard quality to quantify, and I think a very personal choice to each of us. What is special to me, may not be to s